C H R I S T M A S

Dear Christmas, I always dismiss this time of year Yes, it's most definitely because of you It's not just your standard pressure to buy gifts Descending into a subterranean solemness My cranium bursts from a far-off mindset Reminiscing Christmas's I once spent with her Strands of lights no longer strike me They hold no beauty… Continue reading C H R I S T M A S

Stay A W A Y

The audacity Such a tragedy You speak out   The nerve You and your filthy words   Wasting your breath Calling me beautiful Making my heart feel full   The pointlessness sometimes It overwhelms   The disappointment The disappointment I sit and share with myself   Lying is your first and only language   Do… Continue reading Stay A W A Y

A W A K E N I N G

Falling inside myself Slipping away Drifting in the memories What happened to me...   I remember the bitterness My blood stained lips Thrashing and lashing until I screamed out No superhero was there to save me God himself had dipped out   Falling deeper into my inner sea Toxic black tides washed over me Alone...… Continue reading A W A K E N I N G

N I C H O L A S – Part 3

You never changed... It was all an act. Attacked. Every time.   You have a daughter. Yet don't bother to grow the fuck up.   I gave you a handful of second chances. But I always knew you were trash that is classless.   Jerry Springer. New episode every fucking day when you're around. Flip… Continue reading N I C H O L A S – Part 3

M U D

Your words are like mud to me, Worthless, filthy and obnoxious.   Your words make a hushed sound to me, A faint whisper of mangled meanings.   Nothing you say I can take seriously.   For if I ever tune in to the buzzing whispers, All I hear is tiny white lies; bold insults and… Continue reading M U D

S E L F ❤ L O V E

                         My emotional understanding of the world was once so sound. Although I knew nothing, I accepted it. This had given me great peace in my younger years. The older I became, the more my knowledge expanded - I truly thought I understood life.… Continue reading S E L F ❤ L O V E