A W A K E N I N G

Falling inside myself Slipping away Drifting in the memories What happened to me...   I remember the bitterness My blood stained lips Thrashing and lashing until I screamed out No superhero was there to save me God himself had dipped out   Falling deeper into my inner sea Toxic black tides washed over me Alone...… Continue reading A W A K E N I N G

M U D

Your words are like mud to me, Worthless, filthy and obnoxious.   Your words make a hushed sound to me, A faint whisper of mangled meanings.   Nothing you say I can take seriously.   For if I ever tune in to the buzzing whispers, All I hear is tiny white lies; bold insults and… Continue reading M U D

S E L F ❤ L O V E

                         My emotional understanding of the world was once so sound. Although I knew nothing, I accepted it. This had given me great peace in my younger years. The older I became, the more my knowledge expanded - I truly thought I understood life.… Continue reading S E L F ❤ L O V E

Never E N O U G H

To be honest, I'm sad I wasn't good enough in the eyes of someone like you. I'm sad I wasn't strong enough to rid myself of you. I'm sad you weren't the person I dreamt of you to be. I'm sad you were the worst man. The worst man. To me.   Here I am,… Continue reading Never E N O U G H

F A T H E R

F A T H E R You set the pace for bad habits. Having me continually believe I don't matter. Seven years since I've seen you. Seven years I've been "free." It still doesn't feel like it to me. I loathe that you influence everything I do. Without even giving you permission. You drive my… Continue reading F A T H E R